tumbling down and through the looking glass

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People (but don't say their name).

1. I love you and I'm proud of you, and I hope you will always know and feel this.
2. If you would live up to just a quarter of your potential and realized what was important in life, you would be amazing.
3. You filter and hide the truth to spare feelings. It doesn't work. Because lying is lying. And we all know it.
4. He's just not that into you.
5. I miss you so much it aches. You took a piece of my soul with you.
6. Paranoia clouds every decision you make. Which means you make lots of bad decisions.
7. You turned out really great. I am REALLY proud of you.
8. Stop it. Nobody's buying it.
9. You are like a ray of sunshine. It warms my soul to be near you.
10. Thank you.

Nine Things About Myself.

1. I like funny.
2. I sometimes wonder if anyone really knows me.
3. I would need ten lifetimes to do everything I want to do.
4. I don't mean to be harsh, but I often come across that way.
5. I am up for most anything.
6. I hate my hair.
7. I laugh all the time.
8. I have amazing recall.
9. I either have hyper-focus or none at all.

Eight Ways to Win My Heart.

1. Be funny.
2. Think that I am funny.
3. Take careful care of me.
4. Be smart.
5. Be ambitious.
6. Have talent.
7. Have fun with me.
8. Share my secrets.


Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot.

1. I should be doing something else.
2. Money.
3. Is everyone where they need to be?
4. Am I on time?
5. Can I relax now?
6. Ugh.
7. BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep.

1. Set the alarm.
2. PJs.
3. Take my medicine.
3. Brush my teeth.
4. Wash my face.
5. Check on the kiddos.
6. Read.


Five People Who Mean A Lot (in no order whatsoever).

1-5. Tooooooo many.


Four Things You Do In The Morning While Getting Ready.

1. Stumble around sleepily.
2. Listen to music.
3. Wait for everyone else to get out of my way.
4. Check the crackberry.


Three Songs That You Listen to Often.

1. Anything BNL
2. 90s hip hop
3. Quiet sleepytime music.


Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die.

1. Be financially secure.
2. Travel the world.


One confession.

1. I am lonely.